so many questions in my mind.

and i very well know tht thr aint any answers
for or to these questions.

being happy is a choice.
but choice can stimes be an illusion.
yes, and how many lucky ppl can actually
have this ability to choose?

what can my life be all about?
how am i going to continue from here,
this very step ive stopped.
dreams may serve mre heartaches.
and stimes much better if left as dreams.
wht happens when you live ur dream and
realise its not all as you thought?

it chills me just to think of the ugliness of
mankind. how selfish can man get.
the crap about love winning evrth else.
oh love, its just another thing for us mankind
to mke ourselves feel better about ourselves.


this is when i stop believing.